Wednesday, May 24, 2006
♠Cheng CAN & WANT to be happy.♠
Cheng is happy today. At least she no pull a long black face like yesterday. She hates that too but like she mentioned yesterday, she doesn't know how to control. She understands that her mood will affect her attitude towards the people around her which would in the end affect their emotion. So in order not to upset the people around her further, she wake up this morning and kept telling herself she must stay happy throughout the day.
Cheng went to McDonalds' and had lunch with her classmates. A fun lot of people but they can be mean to one particular sleepy girl. Haha. Although all of them know it is mean to cast her out, they can't do anything to force themselves to accept her right? And Cheng Cheng went to her first IBS lecture today. Haha. It was fun. She met Clarence, together with Corrine, they kept talking in the lecture notes, as if in their own world. Clarence is still as playful as ever and he would always say that Corrine is fiercer than Cheng Cheng. This sentence light up her day even more.
It can be so simple to be happy and carefree everyday. Cheng Cheng used to be very happy what so why can't she do so now? Anyway she has decided, she wants to be happy everyday so that she can enjoy her day with all her friends. From now onwards, she would wake up and say to herself she is very lucky and she should be happy. She would be able to go to school and see her two closest friends-Rena and Corrine. She would gossip, guys' and girls' talk and talk about all the nonsense that they can find together. If she is lucky enough, she would be able to see some other friends whom she enjoys their companies like Clarence, Paul and a lot a lot more. So isn't all these enough to make her stay happy always?
Cheng went to McDonalds' and had lunch with her classmates. A fun lot of people but they can be mean to one particular sleepy girl. Haha. Although all of them know it is mean to cast her out, they can't do anything to force themselves to accept her right? And Cheng Cheng went to her first IBS lecture today. Haha. It was fun. She met Clarence, together with Corrine, they kept talking in the lecture notes, as if in their own world. Clarence is still as playful as ever and he would always say that Corrine is fiercer than Cheng Cheng. This sentence light up her day even more.
It can be so simple to be happy and carefree everyday. Cheng Cheng used to be very happy what so why can't she do so now? Anyway she has decided, she wants to be happy everyday so that she can enjoy her day with all her friends. From now onwards, she would wake up and say to herself she is very lucky and she should be happy. She would be able to go to school and see her two closest friends-Rena and Corrine. She would gossip, guys' and girls' talk and talk about all the nonsense that they can find together. If she is lucky enough, she would be able to see some other friends whom she enjoys their companies like Clarence, Paul and a lot a lot more. So isn't all these enough to make her stay happy always?
